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“Indeed Islam began as something strange. And it will return as something strange the way it began. So give glad tidings to the strangers” {{Ghurabaa}}

Dec 17, 2012

"because i was ashamed..."



Then the Angels will call to the believers, so the Angels grab them as well and they come to Allah in a hadith it says that Allah will say to them, come closer...He will say,
"My servant come closer to Me"
there are some special servants whom Allah will say "come closer" that servants keep coming closer and closer and closer until finally, The Light covers him, the hijab covers him and there is between him and Allah a veil, a different type of veil. no Angel can hear or see (through it) only between him and Allah.

Allah speaks to them, in a speech... Allah's speech we know that Allah has a speech, He told us this in Hadith and Qur'an. He speaks, He has a speech, but we don't know what this speech is like. there is nothing like Him, and He hears and sees all things just like He says He hears and sees, He speaks but
how does He see, how does He hear, not like us...
in a manner that befits Him,
He knows we accept it as it is...

and Allah says to him,
"my servant look at your records"
and he sees sins. Allah says to him,
"Didn't you know that you did this sin, and I could see u...? 
You did it in secret, and I could see you...
Didn't you know this day would come...?  
Didn't you know today I will question you...?  
Didn't you know...?"
and he says,
"my Lord, i did.."
and Allah asks,
"Why did you do it?"
finally the servant says,
"oh My Lord, for you to throw me into Hellfire is easier than to judge me with me standing before you, with this sin.."
so then he looks at the next page, he sees another sin. worse than the other one, same thing happens...then he looks and there are worse sins, and sins keep growing..and this poor believer is sitting there saying
"my Lord..."
in the end he says
"khalas, i'm actually going to Hellfire, my deeds haven't been accepted, I've done all these wrong deeds and that's why my good deeds have been invalid"
so when he is certain that he's gonna end up in Hellfire, Allah says to him,
"My servant, you know how you kept it a secret in the former life..."
he says yes..Allah asks,
"why did you keep it a secret?"
he says
"because i was ashamed..of my sin, my Lord"
Allah says,
"don't you see I kept it a secret in the former life? I didn't expose you, and that was part of my Mercy..and today, I will keep it a secret... I will not expose it"
In one other hadith Allah says to some of them...
"you knew a fault of your brother and you covered it..today, I will cover yours (sins)"
he turns the page and he sees his first good deed...
then he turns and sees a better deed, and his deeds keep growing...
then he turns back and the records are empty...
the records are empty of his sins, the Angels don't know, its wiped off...
the sins will be forgotten....................................................................................................



..::Sheykh Bilal Assad::..



Dec 16, 2012

sebab 1.0



Rayyan berdiri menunggu seseorang di tepi jalan utama fakultinya. lama. cuba memujuk hati untuk bersangka baik. hatinya berdzikir. mulutnya berkumat-kamit membaca ayat-ayat cinta dari Tuannya. Allahu rabb. tiba-tiba, hujan turun dengan lebat sekali tanpa sebarang amaran. lantas, dia berlari menuju ke perhentian bas berdekatan. penat. kelihatannya seorang gadis turut sama berlari di hadapannya menuju ke tempat yang sama. berlindung.

"subhanAllah.. 
subhanAllah....
subhanAllah....
subhanAllah...."
gadis itu dengan nada perlahan berdzikir dengan khusyuk sekali. tenang.

Rayyan tanpa sengaja terdengar alunan dzikrullah dari suara di sebelah kirinya. ditolehnya sedikit melihat siapakan gerangannya. oh, matanya sedikit terpaku ke arah gadis itu.

gadis itu terasa seakan-akan diperhatikan. lalu ditoleh wajahnya ke arah sisi kanannya. terpandang si Rayyan. astaghfirullah. dia lantas tunduk malu dan terdiam.

Rayyan tersentak. astaghfirullah. dia lantas mengalihkan wajahnya. mukanya tampak merah. malu jiddan.

"ermm..assalamu'alaykum, saya mintak maaf..."


insha Allah bersambung, 2.0

shame on us!


"ermm hajar, what do think with my dress today? i feel not comfortable cuz this one is quite tight at here. does it look 'sexy'?" :(
"yaaa, it looks tight to me..." :(
"argh astaghfirullah, should i go back and change?"  :'(
"ya better so if u dont have class now.." :)
"arghh i will never wear this anymore. i wish i could have the one that Mufti Menk used to wear. masha Allah, it covers the whole body"
"shame on us. men cover well than women who suppose to"  :'(
*astaghfirullah!!! astaghfirullah!! astaghfirullah!!! 
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this is too true right. even a polar bear feels ashamed on women. astaghfirullah.

Dec 1, 2012

bakwas? of course not

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah

Tingku AE is an amazing sheykh. masha Allah!!!
with his bakwas sense of humor. lol~
 it was truly blessing to join Divine Link: Fiqh of Salaah.
highly recommended one!!! wallahi~

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 kid's masterpieces

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old school teaching style..so rare!
"i'm getting older, ya folks" {Tingku AE}
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"our musolla is at 'Langkawi', so lets pray here folks" {Tingku AE}
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aww mashaa Allah..
oh, short-pants and pray?
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isn't it sad to say that we prayed yet we haven't prayed!
arghh..too much things that i never knew before.
arh..we claim ourselves as shafi'i followers, yet we know
nothing about his teachings exactly...-_-'' 
see...no bakwas. *kenyit tajam